Very potent material here Mehmet. I can't say that I have ever contemplated death on a regular basis but I have been aware of its presence ever since I had a repeating dream as a child where I was wandering around a deserted city knowing that I was the last person on earth.
For a child that is a rather interesting dream. I was maybe 4 or 5 years old so my acquaintance with sci-fi movies and the like that might have spurred this activity wasn't much at all. Since I believe in past lives I found it far more likely that I was remembering a past life or the musing I may have had during one that prompted the dream.
Anyway suffice it to say, it is a charged area and one that can use a little demystifying.
Excellent piece, Doc.